Organizing a Educational space in a small space

        Living in a small Space requires Organizations, zero clutter policy, and getting rid of something the second its no longer serves a purpose. Even I have a hard time doing this. I'm a sentimental Hoarder at worst. I often have to repeat these are just things and being the black hole I am I can get more things. I personally think being a budget Shopper helps when I shop second hand and something only cost 99 cents I for some reason have no problem parting with it later on its like well for a dollar it served its purpose, gave me a giggle, and I'm ready to move on. Now things I truly Spent $$$ hard earned money on I have a very hard time getting rid of I have an amazing leather coat I Purchased in high school it's still in my closet.

     However having eliminated my clutter to a point I really not sure if I own anything (mom problems) my house is being consumed by a special little person in my life. This gives me some inner turmoil on the one hand I feel as though she takes top priority she is at this moment as a SAHM my life's work. I want her to have the absolute Best!! ON the other hand do you really want to be that mom who had nothing to talk about except her kid ?? her new skills, her new words, he toileting habit!!! I have become that mom ( face - palm) If you have ever spent your day with a Toddler you will realize, its hard not to fall into this SAHM Trap.

    Though I really wish I could find away to work to create a Play room/ living room that functions better is it the size, Do I want to much. How do I create something adorable and fun. that stays neat and tidy I don't care that it looks like toys r us exploded just for it to be Clean

I Hate Veggies !!!

I realize as a FULL GROWN Adult woman at the age of 25 I really shouldn't feel this way base on experience growing up I guess even I thought eventually I would grow to like things. THIS HAS NOT HAPPENED >.< !!!

HOWEVER You will hear of me eating Veggies I truly detest them its only my Brain that keeps me going. My brain knows how nutritional beets are , how low calorie celery is , how Wonderful carrots make your eyesight, the calcium in Broccoli , and all the key nutrition you can only get from a varied diet involving  veggies other then White starchy potatoes. My husband somehow has managed to get to the RIPE old age of 28 with VERY FEW. Less then me somehow I wish I could give him my Grin in bare it personality. I actually think I have tricked my husband into believe I enjoy my Veggies. HOPEFULLY I can trick my child and she would grow into one of those veggie loving people. Unlike her mother and father who are Both VERY picky eaters.

for now I pinch my nose , I push it to the back of my throat I swallow before the taste hits my tongue Sure I eat my veggies but I can't stand them >.<

I leave you with this note as I drink my beets and berries smoothie YUM

My Motivations: Placing pictures on the wall for Motivation

This is the start of my wall I think having a Visual Reminder is super important. Soo as you can see I kinda put like a weight thermometer. I'm such a DORK!! I realize this Dont worry My Flabby Arm Kettle Bell WORKOUT SO My arms dont JIGGLE. I would love to have beautifully Toned Arms!! Though oh okay Time for a REVIEW of KETTLE BELL

OKAY  So the Kettle Bell 

for a set of 3 kettle bells 5,10,15 lbs I spent $30 so super inexpensive

It also came with a DVD But there are also 1,000 You tube Videos 

You don't need a lot of space to store it or to do the work out 

Its pretty simple and straight forward 

You don't have to be a GENIUS to FIGURE out Kettle bells 

I figure you could just swing it around like a crazy person and still BURN CALORIES

Disclaimer : I don't suggest you do that and I'm not responsible for Poor Technique and stupid decisions that causes you to injure yourself or break your TV!! 

Which Okay I guess this is a down side I don't face the TV , my child , and I wouldn't face a  china cabinet while doing a snatch with the kettle bell

Not saying that I have launched that bad boy off into orbit yet but I mean lets be real a Kettle ball is basically a cannon ball with a Handle you could HURT SOMEONE and Break SOMETHING !! 

But Its definitely effective I feel the burn and love the idea you can work your arms and do squats at the same time DOUBLE DUTY 

Sexy meter

I'm like the worlds worst Dieter

SOO today as far as what I ate

 I enjoyed 1 eggo waffle !
Then I had a bowl of cherrios
Then I had chicken wrapped in cheese and spinach lightly toseed in olive oil and then baked the rest of the way in the oven with some mashed potatoes

Today I just didn't work out like AT all !!
I really feel like boo and if I dont go running in like 6 hours I'll scream !!! but how am I suppose to run when I have soo much packing and cleaning to do ... OH yea I'm moving !! but I'm really excited lots of prayers it all works out the worlds CUtEST lil house with 3 bedrooms and has a fanced in yard and Just soo CUTE!!! I <3 IT !!  HOWEVER I need a miracle to get into the house! But Its a great deal and I WANT IT !! more then anything like EVER!

But I dunno my food diary was just not cute today and I am craving chocolate and I'm bloated >.< so just getting on the scale seems like a monumental task UGH maybe I can do cardio house clean up and burn some calories I need to clean my kitchen I have more dishes then I have cabinet space this is a common problem did i mention new place has a dishwasher

86 days to go

      Why does counting down keep me sane I dunno. Maybe I'm treating this more like a actual punishment and less of a lifestyle change Welp as long as I am Healthy... OMG I have to run in like 4 hours and BTW I"m not taking the HILL route I mean that's all well and good when I don't feel like I can walk but lets be serious.. I hate that hill... Will resume The hill on day 85!!! I do think and I made a Video about the fact you should treat working out like taking a shower. Of course you can skip taking a shower for like a day but its better if you do it Daily and you certainly would not go a week with out Showering ....(I would HOPE)!!!

       Sooo is there weight loss OH yeah 3 lbs and I"m almost positive came ENTIRELY from my boobs >.< Thanks Mother nature. Though I will admit Tinier tits will be easier to run with I just hope they just don't get all saggy and YUCK!!! you know I doubt I would ever be a A cup though.  I would Gladly Embrace a C however wouldn't it be awesome if we lost weight from our boobs like LAST!!! that would be great BIG tits make your waist look small My comparison where as TINY boobs next to big waist Not so much.

    Of course a few days after starting dieting I have been handed some Super Depressing news.... I mean we are talking FULL Ben and Jerry RIGHTS!!! I think this is common God Obviously has a Crazy since of humor and just seems to hate me. I'm also feeling crazy abandoned by all My friends, no one ever takes my calls and No one ever calls me. Would be nice if someone would actually initiate and be engaged with me. I've never felt soo Alone in all my life. I feel like I reach out but I am snubbed. I had a huge response to posting pictures on my BLog and I'm almost positive it was to gauck at my Body no one even posted a single positive comment and being that this blog entry will lack the pizazz of pictures I"m positive it will go unnoticed sent silently into the obis. Not that it would matter I can't really discuss the problem which makes it not worth talking about. Talk about Suffering Silently.

     Oh well Pity Party over I need to go to sleep. Have to jog super early in the morning

Pictures of me today!!! 8/3/13

These are my.before pictures I always hear people are sad they didn't take any. This is me stretch marks and all the body that made my wonderful.baby girl ...moms get it, I still love my body it created, delivered and still feeds one amazing little person. So don't say anything negative !!! Happy thoughts I just want to model a healthy lifestyle for my daughter.

88 Days till I'm not fat !!!

   So I have given myself a extreme weight loss Goal and in 90 days now 88 days and that will be Halloween Kinda odd that happened but just  the same I want to loose 40 lbs !! I have now stocked my fridge and pantry with Super healthy FOOD and I purchased Kettle bells Hoping to TONE up my arms. I don't know why but its like I already feel defeated not like I'm assuming I'm all a sudden going to loose weight in like 2 days but there are aspects of dieting I really don't enjoy and I dont think they are super obvious. #1 I hate that my husband will not eat any of my healthy COOKING like at all and I feeel like his family expects me to short order something for him... I hate to say it his partially to blame for me being fat he really truly only eats , pizza, fried foods, and he's not afraid of butter, salt, or anything. The super crazy thing is he is soo thin but the thing is he doesn't eat alot I mean a calories a calorie and if you eat a 1,000 calories in pizza its still just 1,000 calories MY problem is on top of that I'm stuck at home with my  child who also requires her little daily snacks. Tonight I made a decent Brown rice , Broccoli, chicken , cheese casserole THING its not super healthy and my husband is all oh it looks like DOG FOOD >.< Thanks for your support and here I am trying to get our daughter to eat healthy and I mean the things that we agreed on not saying something is YUCKY, that is SMELLS Funny.  its like they all just went out the Window.

I know this seems like a weird thing to say but I feel strange working out... Even in my home all alone I feel weird. Maybe its the way my boobs flop, my butt jiggles, my thighs claps. It's hard to feel like Jane Austin When you have boob sweat. I think the fact that I have given myself a countdown is Kind of Helping. Because its like counting down and not like thinking about it as will it ever end it feels like there is a end date. Plus have you ever tried exercising with a 1 year old in the room its practically impossible you can just forget any large Dangerous equipment and Aerobic dance I have almost stomped on her before. NOT ON PURPOSE and I didn't ...ALMOST doesn't count but I'm just saying DANGER !!  Its practically to hot and mosquito ridden outside...I have now purchased Kettlebells I'm hoping this will be something safe and effective. Only time will tell and hoping to tone up my ARMS!!

#3 COOKING healthy food is time consuming, MESSY, and as I stated earlier goes unappreciated by anyone besides me. Total rant but I'm getting super sick of my husbands Attitude lately